Tuesday, February 26, 2013

My very own

The window is clear,
nothing can beat this,
much better than bliss.

The sun is High in the sky,
not a cloud in sight to ruin my high.

Something happened,
the clouds cover the sky,
my high is gone
something went wrong...

One little argument,
led to all this violence,
without a hero in sight.

Movies

My favorite movie would be Crash. I like how real it felt to me, and I don't normally go for dramas.

I don't really like chick flicks, because I'm not that girl-y, and therefore hate catty- like behavior.

I usually watch movies at home, all the time. I like to snuggle up on the couch with popcorn and a blanket. Also I'm typically with my boyfriend since he made me a movie fanatic.

I definitely need a blanket, shoes off, some sort of snack and it has to be dark. If I don't have a blanket, i use my jacket or something. My legs have to be covered. My shoes have to be off simply because I'm most comfortable like that. I like to have a snack because I need to be doing something while I watch the movie, 'cause I can't sit still.I need it dark because my attention is towards the only light source in that particular room.

What this survey says about me is :


YOU ARE 42% EXTRAVERTED.
You are moderate in activity and enthusiasm. You enjoy the company of others but you also value your privacy.

YOU ARE 42% AGREEABLE.
You are hard-headed, sceptical, proud and competitive. You tend to express your anger directly.

YOU ARE 92% CONSCIENTIOUS.
You are conscientious and well organised. You have high standards and always strive to achieve goals.

YOU ARE 17% EMOTIONALLY STABLE.
You are sensitive, emotional and prone to experience feelings that are upsetting.

YOU ARE 33% OPEN TO NEW EXPERIENCES.
You are down-to-earth, practical, traditional, and pretty much set in your ways
PLEASURE-SEEKING: 45%The “pleasure seeking” dimension refers to the extent to which you are a hedonistic movie watcher or choose movies because they make you feel good. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

NOSTALGIA: 50%
The “nostalgia” dimension refers to the extent to which you watch movies in order to re-experience the past. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

CATHARSIS: 75%
Your high score on the “catharsis” dimension suggests that you watch movies in order to feel miserable and suffer with the characters of the movie – this is actually a psychological strategy that enables you to feel better (purging the soul from negative feelings).


AGGRESSION: 50%
The “aggressive” dimension refers to the extent to which you enjoy watching violent movies in order to release aggression or tension. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

ESCAPISM: 45%
The “escapism” dimension refers to the extent to which you watch movies in order to escape or forget about reality. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

SENSATION-SEEKING: 60%
The “sensation seeking” dimension refers to the extent to which you watch movies on order to experience arousing or adrenalising feelings. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.
ARTISTIC: 55%
The “artistic” dimension refers to the extent to which you are interested in aesthetically driven, conceptual, and highly creative films. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

INFORMATION-SEEKING: 35%
The “information seeking” dimension refers to the extent to which you are a curious and intellectual movie watcher. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

BOREDOM-AVOIDANCE: 35%
The “boredom avoidance” dimension refers to the extent to which you watch films primarily as a means of avoiding boredom. Your score on this dimension is average or similar to most people.

SOCIALISATION: 95%
Your high score on the “socialising” dimension suggests that you are more interested in the company of others than the actual movie; and that you rarely see the point of watching movies alone. Watching movies is a social experience for you.



If my life was a movie, it would probably be a drama. It has some very heart touching moments, and some very anger filled moments. I would want Reese Witherspoon to be the actress that plays me. I want that because when I was little my mom told me I looked like her, so ever since then, she was hands down my favorite. I honestly don't see me being a look-a-like to her. I say that because she is hands down gorgeous, and me not as much.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Window

Escorts

Where my clunker use to stay,
the Windex Blue paint was chipping,
the old oil stain to mark my parking spot,
and every dent was accounted for.

My mailbox, leaning half over
from many times of failed attempts of backing up.

There is no car today,
my baby is missing.

I have been missing my car,
even though i wasn't the nicest,
I sometimes talked meanly about him.

It should be a joyous summer night,
but for me,
there is no delight.

Just make sure you stop at that sign,
because one wrong turn
can leave you at a dead end

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

I want that flower!

Purple Red Blue

The ceremony was about to begin
everyone was there to watch. 

I know the girls were jealous,
but this love was mine.

the love he had for me was  pure
and nothing was going to take that from me.

Some have tried,
but all have failed

He calms me down,
so i swallow my pride

Which is hard to do,
for someone like me...

But it is worth it all,
simply because

The ceremony was about to begin,

where I become his forever

Inspired pictures



He pushes the hair out of my eyes and kisses my lips so very softly, which makes the butterflies swarm all around my tummy, to make me completely and utterly speechless. No one can take this love away from me. I believe this love can only get better; there is no end in sight. His hand is in mine, and I begin to play with each of his fingers, going on the outside of each finger, wondering if he is thinking the same thing. As he backs away from the swing, and walks towards the ocean, I realize he is the one. The one I’ve been looking for my entire life. The one I need to make me feel whole. I love this man, I always will. I want to be the one he needs the rest of his life. Love can come in so many different ways, but I know this is the Love is a very wonderful thing to have in this world, and I have the best kind of love a man can give to me. When I look at him I realize that he is perfect. My angel sent from above. He turns to face me again with a tear running down his face; he gets on one knee, and says to me, what I’ve wanted to hear for the longest time ever. He is now my world, and all mine for the rest of time. I love you so much, always and forever!


He pushes the hair out of my eyes and kisses my lips so very softly,
which makes the butterflies
swarm all around my tummy,
to make me completely and utterly speechless.

No one can take this love away from me.
I believe this love can only get better;
there is no end in sight.

His hand is in mine,
and I begin to play with each of his fingers,
going on the outside of each finger,
wondering if he is thinking the same thing.

As he backs away from the swing,
and walks towards the ocean,
I realize he is the one.

The one I’ve been looking for my entire life.
The one I need to make me feel whole.
I love this man, I always will.
I want to be the one he needs the rest of his life.
Love can come in so many different ways,
but I know this is the real deal.
Love is a very wonderful thing to have in this world,
and I have the best kind of love a man can give to me.
When I look at him I realize that he is perfect.

My angel sent from above.
He turns to face me again
with a tear running down his face;
he gets on one knee, and says to me,
what I’ve wanted to hear for the longest time ever.

He is now my world, and all mine for the rest of time.
I love you so much, always and forever!

The music teachers are jammin' to these days!

Mrs. Clark, Coach Howser and Mrs. Prater
What music or songs remind you of your childhood?


Crocidial Rock, The Eagles, Black Sabbith, and Alice Cooper
Who is your favorite singer and why?
Jamie Johnson, becasue he likes the lyrics to the songs.
What music reminds you of someone you love?
Country music
Do you go to concerts? Which one is memorable to you and why?
Yes, Boston because I knew the songs by heart!

What radio stations do you listen to in the car, and do you sing along with it?
Oh yes I do! and 104 and 102.1
Which music was "controversal" or "offensive" to some when you were growing up? Is it offensive to you now?

Rap music

Which music or artist do you really dislike or refuse to listen to?
Junior Brown

Friday, February 15, 2013

Famous lines from famous books


"Most really pretty girls have pretty ugly feet, and so does Mindy Metalman, Lenore notices all of a sudden" This is from the book The Broom of the System, which was published in 1987 by David Foster Wallace. He was born on February 21, 1962 and died on September 12, 2008. 

"I found this book terribly disappointing. The writing is overbearing and many of the characters go on long rants that feel like the thinly-veiled (and not particularly profound) philosophizing of the author. In fact, one of the characters in the book is critiquing a work of fiction and says, "...it tends to be hideously self-conscious. Mordantly cynical. Or, if not mordantly cynical, then simperingly naive. Or at any rate consistently, off-puttingly pretentious...It tries too hard, is really all we can say about most of it. There is simply an overwhelming sense of trying too hard." This is just such an apt description of The Broom of the System. I'm sure DFW knew that, which frustrates me--if he worried about being self-conscious, how could he allow himself to insert a passage like that into the text? I do not think this succeeds as a work of fiction. It is very funny at times, and his style provides a perpetually exhilarating exploration of what can be done with words. I just can't help but feel that so much of who these characters are and what they say to each other are driven by self-loathing and insecurity--by parts of DFW that he might have been better off working to let go of instead of so fully investigating. On page 342, one character says, "Perhaps what most of us perceive as the centers of ourselves are simply no longer needed. And we both know that the absence of function, in nature, means death." I felt reading that passage and many others a depression that I almost did not want to indulge by continuing to read."
This was a review by Stephen, http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/466019049. As you can see, he did not like the book one bit.
This is a summary I found of the book online http://www.nytimes.com/books/97/03/16/reviews/wallace-r-broom.html
This book I guess is about a girl named Lenore, she is very smart, and works as a receptionist